the way things are going, it's as if i dated her and we broke up. for all her "manliness" she's really such a woman!! 2 females arguing and forced to work together is seriously a recipe for disaster. no wonder her life so drama. maybe i'm taking it so badly cuz this is the first time i've received such treatment, Z had to listen to me cry n complain for the past week.
i've been constantly torn between annoyance, regret, anger, frustration - and ended up doing what she does best: avoidance. avoid proximity, communication... even thinking about it gets me mad! but now things are settling in a clearer direction - acquaintances. i can't re-befriend someone who obviously finds it painful to have anything to do with me and gets all upset when i don't do what she expects. i mean, if she expected me to do something then say so! i may not have the same sense of urgency but if you wanted me to get it done before the weekend i would have. i delayed, but i churned out a decent piece of work regardless.
this episode has taken enough emotional toil on me and i refuse to stand around to get bullied anymore. i'll remember to BE OBJECTIVE.
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